I felt my feelings today. I personally hate to feel my feelings. If I would feel al the feelings I was supposed to feel these 8 years I wouldn't  have any moment of enjoying simple things like the sun in the skies. If the sun in all its magnificence can be simple. Sometimes emotions can be different and dark and it is hard to allow yourself to feel them or even  face them. "I'm a good person". Like there is someone who will give you grades how good person you are.