Roxette - It Must Have Been Love

Lots of fears are chasing me lately.

And also I regret about all the moments that I did not enjoyed and was not grateful enough for.
A couple days ago I had a few hours when I actually could notice the beauty of the skies and of the branches of the trees. When all this dark-grey emotional fog left me and  I could  see this endless and simple beauty.
It felt almost like a bliss.
I miss these hours...

Tonight instead of enjoying the sound of the rain behind my window and being present in the now, I'm putting salt on my old wounds and feeding my fears of the future and the present.

I'm missing winter already and  snow on the roofs
Love this pure and calm time...

A pristine cold wind, I always loved it, it always eased my pain...
A pristine cold wind with its white frozen uncried tears of snow somewhere above...