You're like a wolf tearing a wounded animal in the woods. But nothing matters anymore...

Manowar - Brothers of Metal (live) HD720p

 talking of Manowar - great video...

.. like an anthem of life I dreamed to live, was walking around it, never reached it and now...

:)

Cold winds blow but the cricket chirping is still in the air. This endless vespertine chant sounds as if the night is still warm. The crickets soon will vanish and there will be silence instead of this entrancing, gentle melody of the rhythm of life. But today, their song is still soothing, evoking forgotten memories and peace.

Children, children, have no fear
Soon we all will disappear...

Helloween - Nabataea

Helloween Hold Me In Your Arms

I wish it was possible just for a minute, for a second... And then comes  the end of my story. I am tired to suffer, I am not fighting anymore, only drowning deeper and deeper...All hope is gone...

"It is hard to have patience with people who say,ʿThere is no deathʾ and ʿDeath doesn't matter.ʾ There is death. And whatever is matters. And whatever happens has consequences, and it and they are irrevocable and irreversible. You might as well say that birth doesn't matter."

~A Grief Observed. C. S. Lewis

My soul sounds so differently, so differently from yours. My love to you made me blind...But unneeded feeling is fading in the wind...I stay behind being poisoned, black, hopeless, desperate, waiting for my bitter end. There is no hope, no love, no salvation for me...It has to be so... I can't change anything...Just to fade like a ghost in the morning light...

Limbonic Art - Interstellar Overdrive

One more black spot on my soul ...
I will never break away ...
It's too late ...

Deathrow (No Regrets) by Hypocrisy

I'm scared... I'll never escape and I'm losing the last thing...My dream was nothing but an insane illusion,  my weak faith in deliverance and happiness was just a confusing night dream... All the light in my life  has been extinguished. And now goes out the last little flame that reflected my tormented soul...