Comparing to my main issue, having a narcissistic mother seems like a small issue. I didn't even realize for the most of my life what kind of mother I have and how she influenced me. I really wish I could cut any contact with her but I can't due to my circumstances. It's funny but my mother was like the sun in the sky for me for so many years and even didn't see  realize anything. Very sad it is for me.

just a bug