"In truth, there are only two realities: the one for people who are in love or love each other, and the one for people who are standing outside all that."

-- Charles Baxter, author of The Feast of Love

“We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone.”
-- Orson Welles

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I'm a traitor, I betrayed my beloved creatures, who sincerely trusted me. I felt so bad so I could not put my heart into into caring of them as before. One by one they disappeared, vanished in the eternity, forgotten by all, insufficiently loved by me. Maybe their little hearts could replace one great yours. They were the best that was in me, they gave me light, they purified my soul. Forgive me, let me go, bless me ...

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There are lots of people in the world with whom misfortune has occurred, we are among them.  We can break down, but also can survive it all.

"What is hell? I maintain that it is the suffering of being unable to love."
― Fyodor Dostoyevsky,The Brothers Karamazov

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The grip of love tightly clutched her throat...

Spring 4

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   I love frost and winter skies and cold shining of distant stars.  My biggest dream is to hold your hand and walk on the snow in the winter night with you, I  wish you felt my soul then as i feel yours - that pure uncontaminated spring that still pours crystalline waters under the dark veil of sins.
But some dreams can not come true.
Never...
I can only dream about you on a winter night in the arms of a cold, tranquility and silvery shine of stars...
Let the tears turn into ice and freeze my heart ...

"The mystery of love is greater than the mystery of death."

- from "Salomé"  by Oscar Wilde

Holy truth :)

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“I am a fool with a heart but no brains, and you are a fool with brains but no heart; and we’re both unhappy, and we both suffer.”
― Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Idiot

I'm just a bad dream for you ...

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You won, you have destroyed me. Your swirling darkness completely engulfed me. How could I be so blind all these years? Too late...

 

Spring 3

It was terrible heat that day, perhaps it was the last outing to fresh air before the sacred winter comes.   (I am like the snow queen, or rather a snowwoman. =D )