So a year has gone. It was a difficult and painful year for me...
No matter what, despite the obvious, I still hope for a happy ending of my story, hope the higher forces will have mercy on me, I still dream to break free, to become a different person, to leave all the pain and despair in the past, to find true love, to become a mom...
Just because I am a human being and I suffered and I need this healing ray of love, light, peace and forgiveness so much...
And even if it will never come true I had these precious minutes when I believed in it...