Farewell...

I'm letting you go...
It was a beautiful dream, but it is impossible.
I want to die, I'm tired of living, tired of agony, tired to beat in closed doors, tired to bleed, tired to suffer losses. My wounds were too deep, punches were too strong. I will never rise...I just dreamed to hold your hand... I wished the skies were gray that day, my most happy day...The whole whirl of life would appear before my eyes this moment, everything became justified, took its place...Just one smile of yours, I needed nothing more in the whole world, in the whole universe...
Farewell...