If I could turn back time, one gray quiet day I would be running to you...And behind my back wings would be fluttering, my heart would be brand new, raindrops would be flowing instead of tears upon my cheeks, the whirlwind of fate would be circling around me and my joy would be immense...

:)

"Married life is like dandruff—it falls heavily upon your shoulders—you get a lot of free advice about it—but up to date nothing has been found to cure it."
--from I DO AND I DON’T: A History of Marriage in the Movies by Jeanine Basinger

“What we seek, at the deepest level, is inwardly to resemble, rather than physically to possess, the objects and places that touch us through their beauty.”
― Alain de Botton, The Architecture of Happiness

"...what sorry shows and shadows we are. Without our clothes and our pedestals we are poor things and much of a size; our dignities are not real, our pomps are shams. At our best and stateliest we are not suns, as we pretended, and teach, and believe, but only candles; and any bummer can blow us out."                          - The Memorable Assassination
Mark Twain

I'm stuck between hell and the earth...

"Regret is a pilgrimage back to the place where I was free to choose. It’s become my sanctuary here in Nowhere Mill. A threshold where I still exist."

-- Karen Russell, author of VAMPIRES IN THE LEMON GROVE: Stories

"If a woman wants to hold a man she has merely to appeal to what is worst in him."
-Lady Windermere from "Lady Windermere's Fan"

 Oscar Wilde

Doro Black Rose

"Life changes in the instant. The ordinary instant."

--Joan Didion, The Year of Magical Thinking

Sins

There are sins we do not feel guilty for and the conscience is silent about...And there is something  little insignificant, hidden, like a worm in the ripe apple and against it soul and heart rebels...
So the soul is still alive.. Bright side of the spirit...

Once I asked fate for just one absolutely happy day, and now all I ask for is just one absolutely happy moment. When  impossible becomes reality, when all the past is erased and does not exist anymore, when there is no remorse and regret, when you soar in the sky like a bird, like an angel, when you touch soft clouds and feel the touch of the wind on the cheek, when tears of sorrow turn into tears of joy, when happiness purifies your soul and makes  it white as snow, makes it pristine and  innocent... If only i could fly in the blue sky and feel this immense happiness...The moment, that is more precious than eternity...

Mood to give up.

Lately I give up in everything: in my dreams, in reality...
As if I wrapped myself in the white flag and retreat  before the forges sound...

Crazy, but that's how it goes
Millions of people living as foes
Maybe it's not too late
To learn how to love
And forget how to hate...

 Ozzy Osbourne

"We live in an age when unnecessary things are our only necessities."
-- from The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde

"They seemed to come suddenly upon happiness as if they had surprised a butterfly in the winter woods."

--Edith Wharton, Ethan Frome

"For the majority of us, the past is a regret, the future an experiment."                                                      -- - - Mark Twain.

quote

Lies went around the globe while the truth was putting on shoes.

"When we remember we are all mad, the mysteries of life disappear and life stands explained."
--Mark Twain

 ...taken out of context

"I to the world am like a drop of water
That in the ocean seeks another drop..."

“Life is a very bad novelist. It is chaotic and ludicrous.”
― Javier Marías

Spring 6

Doro - "Give Me A Reason"

If every dream would turn into a star, mine also would be ignited in the sky ... cold, melancholy, bright ...In the blue sky it would be floating... free, alive, beautiful, spreading its pure light ... I would have disappeared, and it would be left to shine..

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:)

"I could sooner reconcile all Europe than two women."
--Louis XIV of France

Spring 5

“Funny how you can live your whole life waiting and not know it... Waiting for your real life to begin. Maybe the most real thing the end. To realize when it's too late. I know now that I loved him more than anything on earth or off of it.”
―Peter Heller, The Dog Stars

"All of our passions reflect the stars."
-- Victor Hugo, La Légende des siècles

quote from movie

I am happy only in sleep, then the nightmare begins...

"Isn’t it strange, how people can have hearts that look alike, but have all different things in em?"
-- J. California Cooper, author of FAMILY

"In truth, there are only two realities: the one for people who are in love or love each other, and the one for people who are standing outside all that."

-- Charles Baxter, author of The Feast of Love

“We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone.”
-- Orson Welles