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I'm a traitor, I betrayed my beloved creatures, who sincerely trusted me. I felt so bad so I could not put my heart into into caring of them as before. One by one they disappeared, vanished in the eternity, forgotten by all, insufficiently loved by me. Maybe their little hearts could replace one great yours. They were the best that was in me, they gave me light, they purified my soul. Forgive me, let me go, bless me ...