I felt my feelings today. I personally hate to feel my feelings. If I would feel al the feelings I was supposed to feel these 8 years I wouldn't  have any moment of enjoying simple things like the sun in the skies. If the sun in all its magnificence can be simple. Sometimes emotions can be different and dark and it is hard to allow yourself to feel them or even  face them. "I'm a good person". Like there is someone who will give you grades how good person you are.

Did you ever notice that some trails are kind and compassionate while others are gloomy and indifferent, some bring you hope and ease your pain, while others are laughing at you and saying : do you still dare to dream? And the sky changes its face :worrying sky, blessing sky, calming sky and sleeping sky...

I've been drawn to the old soviet children's books recently. Perhaps I'm just trying to reach a point of calmness looking back in time. :)

Sweet, isn't it?

Had this one in my childhood. It's title is "A forest crier" :)

It feels like my soul is trying to reach a point of calmness, it's like I'm balancing on the invisible transparent threads or webs in this moment of tranquility and then I fall down again into heaviness.