Yesterday night we had a drone and ballistic attack just near my block of flats, the pieces of a drone have fallen onto the building.  Somehow noone died.                                           

 I use pics from the public sources as we are not allowed to post pics like these. It is considered to be military information usually.

 A tiny Alexi's memorial at home.  I'm afraid that I will never visit his grave, even though I really wish I could go there and bring some flowers. He deserved to live.                      

          

 

 

This cross-stitch glows in the dark, due to the usage of the fluorescent thread.                   

   

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Eupatorium 

      Rudbekia hirta - symbol of loyalty.

 

  In both cases the egoism of the unfortunate is strongly felt. The unfortunate are egoistic, evil, unjust, cruel, and less capable of understanding one another than fools. Misfortune does not unite people, but separates them, and even where, it would seem, people should be connected by the similarity of grief, much more injustice and cruelty is committed than in a comparatively contented environment.                               Anyon Chekhov "Enemies".      

  I was reading Anton Chekhov's novel "Enemies". Here  is a quote.   "There was something attractive, touching the heart in the general stoicism, in the pose of the mother, in the indifference of the doctor's face, precisely that subtle, barely perceptible beauty of human grief, which will not soon learn to understand and describe and can convey, it seems, only music. " So I totally disagree with the athour. There is nothing beautiful nor in grief, nor in suffering, it is purely horrible . I personally had more suffering in life than joy.

 

My nights (still under psychic attacks😟)

 

 

Stitching

 

An oldie

 

 

 

 

 

 #mylife

 

I have spent all the night in the forest, they were beating up the drones above, but still this walk was beautiful. Very few things that are good in life - the forest.

 

Almost every night. These guys are amazing.

 

An oldie

 

Again

 

 Morning after the missile attack.                       

 This is our fallen pilot Maksym Ystimenko. May he rest in peace and his heroic memory remain.😢😢😢🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦     

                             So many people have died  in this war.                                                                    MEMORIAL https://www.victims.memorial/

 The forest is full of hypericum at this time. According to the legend it is considered to be able to cast out evil forces, ghosts and witches. (Very needed😔).                                  

    

This topic is definitely over for me in this lifetime..

Ukraine used to be a beautiful place and I had a normal, beautiful life 20 years ago.

 

New one

 

 Don't let people knock you off the planet. Valerie Pearson 

Regular night :(

Air raid alerts map for tonight

 

 A human being must resist despair.                                      Iris Murdoch "Nuns and soldiers". 

 

An oldie

 

 I had lived a life of sadness.     

Village Evenings Near Dikanka and Mirgorod by Nikolai Gogol https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/195680.Village_Evenings_Near_Dikanka_and_Mirgorod                     

As far as I know Nikolai Gogol has never considered himself to be only a russian writer, he was Ukrainian but lived in Russian Empire being a protege of higher society of intellectuals. He has considered himself to be both Ukrainian and Russian writer. I really enjoy this book and his other novels for the atmosphere of mystery and ukrainian village, funny jokes and folklore motifs. P.S. However I didn't like the depiction of spiritual darkness in his books, even though it seemed very true. 

 Recently I was outside in the night and the rocket (6) has appeared right above my head to destroy a drone, i thought i wouldn't make it as it was just above my head (a few metres). Just like at this video.

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