And about asking for help. My blog isn't for entertainment purposes, it is like a diary. Gofoundme doesn't work for Ukraine unfortunately. I have asked my relatives once in a lifetime to help me but they didn't help. When I had savings I had sessions with healers but they weren't professional enough for my cause. I don't know if I will ever be able to live a normal life again. And what normal life in Ukraine can be with the war and many other things after the horrendous 17 years due to my personal misery.

   

                                                                            Hi, guys. I need some serious spiritual help from the healer, it is almost life and death matter, but I can't afford the session.  Maybe someone could help and book for me? Maybe this could bring eventually some relief into my life. I'm so endlessly sorry for asking.🙏🙏 I have lived in hell for 16 years. This healer is very powerful at clearing extremely dark energies. Please help!🙏 🙏 https://bonnieserratore.com/private-sessions/

 

 

A card

 

The broken hearted bear

 

 Again all these rumours about mandatory female mobilization in Ukraine...I am not sure that after 17 years of hell I should die at the battlefield. 

 The fruits on the picture are tiny apples and I ate them.  It is a botanical garden and there are many unusual plants there.

 

 

 

A quote

 Nature is a mirror in which a person sees themselves, free from all that is petty.

Winter memories