Grishko botanical garden

 

 Unfortunately it has got under the sunlight and got discoloured ( happens often to me).         

   

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 Yesterday night we had a drone and ballistic attack just near my block of flats, the pieces of a drone have fallen onto the building.  Somehow noone died.                                           

 I use pics from the public sources as we are not allowed to post pics like these. It is considered to be military information usually.

 A tiny Alexi's memorial at home.  I'm afraid that I will never visit his grave, even though I really wish I could go there and bring some flowers. He deserved to live.                      

          

 

 

This cross-stitch glows in the dark, due to the usage of the fluorescent thread.                   

 

Eupatorium 

      Rudbekia hirta - symbol of loyalty.

 

  In both cases the egoism of the unfortunate is strongly felt. The unfortunate are egoistic, evil, unjust, cruel, and less capable of understanding one another than fools. Misfortune does not unite people, but separates them, and even where, it would seem, people should be connected by the similarity of grief, much more injustice and cruelty is committed than in a comparatively contented environment.                               Anyon Chekhov "Enemies".      

  I was reading Anton Chekhov's novel "Enemies". Here  is a quote.   "There was something attractive, touching the heart in the general stoicism, in the pose of the mother, in the indifference of the doctor's face, precisely that subtle, barely perceptible beauty of human grief, which will not soon learn to understand and describe and can convey, it seems, only music. " So I totally disagree with the athour. There is nothing beautiful nor in grief, nor in suffering, it is purely horrible . I personally had more suffering in life than joy.

 

My nights (still under psychic attacks😟)

 

 

Stitching

 

An oldie